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The Start

I’ve never been one to jot things down or notate my eperience and dreams.  It seemed disingenuous to let my thoughts and experiences spew out onto a medium such as this; the ideas presented would be tilted to to the perception of my audience. How can one hope to contain truth or honor in such an act of expression?

Obviously my life is not a movie nor scripted, things happen as the L*rd sees fit, or as my broken or enlightenend demeanor attempts to direct, always leaving me in a constant state of revaluation.  I expect this temporary nook to be a place where those events, those people, those experiences and dreams that change, invent and catalyze my life can be presented whether to the detriment or benefit of all parties invovled.

And on that note, everyone is invited to see the badly worded foobar that will be this blog.

I’ll start out with a nudge, a push, of my current life.  It contains:

1 beautiful and caring woman I love dearly (who’s thoughts seem to slip away from mine).

1 software engineering job with just the right amount of stress and pay (to keep me and that 1 woman floatin’ along).

1 obsession with cramming my brain with as much knowledge, and therefore power as possible.